Friday, April 29, 2016


change is the only constant for me....clich├ęd? of course it be it! yes, I don't feel like that anymore...and I just don't care. period.
ps: but I really don't mean to hurt anyone...

Tuesday, March 15, 2016


 pause...n resume. step back ,look ahead n start. let it be...just let it be. let it all wash over you...observe. dont try too should not be this hard. be grateful..always.don't stop being who you are...don't make it hard for them the way you know how to...don't let go if they are asking you not foolish if it means being nice n if they feel nice too.for once,try not to run Now. 

Sunday, March 13, 2016


this is real. I want it to be this way. I need this to be okay....everyone in this equation to be okay in every way possible. I know it's not too much to just let it be that way?

Monday, December 28, 2015


it's someone else's story, I tell myself. it's someone else's's someone else's choice. I better stay detached about it. right? could be my story, my choice.
I wonder how it would have been , had it been my story. would I have played it differently? would it have made someone else think about it the way it has made me think?
yes, I wonder what is going on there...on that end.
could this all somehow turn just the way it is supposed to, the right way for all?
will it eventually be "right" for all?


Sunday, September 27, 2015


2 a.m. and cant stop thinking about stuff. I know its irrational. one of those days...or nights...
your head keeps churning incomprehensible stuff like your arm is stuck and hence you cant sleep..(??..I know..)..and your other parts  are kinda begging for attention...and you are dead tired..but the sleep..will just drown chooses the last day of what was a relaxed long weekend to play havoc with your cycle!aaghh!! you get up and or try to do a couple of suryanamaskaras...mine own version ...bvk would have been cursing, sorry the best I can!
the fun doesn't stop there, the attention now needs to be evenly given to one n all...and that is taken care of...when you realise its nearly half past four  and you have a couple of hours before the dreaded week,ain't it?


Monday, February 02, 2015

to a child....

  guess it takes one' s child to make one truly understand her own parents....yea the beginning of the full circle...
  god bless....

Monday, January 12, 2015


thank you...for making me feel blessed. not going anywhere, but needed to say this and remember this every time a sulk or a pout takes over me.